February 2011
129 posts
Legit english.
Sorry, i know you’re having a hard time and everything in your life…But it’ll make it so much better if you can type your problems in a way that i can understand. No need for punctuation or capitalization, just use the correct words!! Past tense,present tense,and correct spelling..PLEASE! It’ll help in oh so many ways,because i dont need to reread your story twice or triple...
January 2011
121 posts
You've been put to the test.
Every move and word I make, is a test to others. I need to know who’s worthy enough to gain my trust,respect,and honesty. Not saying that in an illmannered-highselfesteem kind of way, just that I put out all these challenges to see their reply and how they can handle it.
Every so often I encounter people who will and have given up on me,but it’s no big deal. Cause that’s what my expectation of...
Just like everyday,
Today is my lazy day. Eh.
I have all these crazy quotes stuck on my head....
I have all these crazy quotes stuck on my head. Dont mind me.
Seriously.
I've learned how to forget the times you've hurt...
Waking up...
Urghhhhhhhh.
Never waking up to see the sunrise.
I feel like I just wasted my whole lifetime...
It’s so stupid.
Omg….one fucking mistake. There’s no such thing as a second chance whenever it comes to me.
fuck..
I dont even know what to do with my life anymore.
Everyone abandons me when I’m in depression mode….
yea, go ahead, walk away. Fuck you.
There’s only one person who’s talking to me right now.
Screw all of you guys.
Whatever.
I feel...
Sorry for posting&reblogging so much...No jk,...
I’m pms-ing like crazy cause I’m on my period.
Slightest slip, I’ll be out of control.
So be careful when I pms. LOL. Seriously. :|
Somebody Special.
“I wish i was somebody special in your eyes..”
To all the people that probably asked me these;
“how do i get him/her back??”
Truth be told, i have this to ask “Does he/she even love/like you back anymore???”
Sure you can say “but we lasted on —months..:/ he/she is THEE ONE. I just know it!”
But if you guys were broken up, then there MUST be a problem between the two of you. Face it, there’s...
I hate people who put up a front or try to follow...
Like seriously. Once my friend starts buying something that I like & its in the ‘hype’….i’m just like ;; “bitch no,just…no,not buying that style/brand anymore.” I dont like matching with people tbh,pisses me off. Like alot of people I like originality…in a NEAT,SPIFFY,UNIQUE,&THEONEANDONLY sort of original. I wanna wear a freaking top hat and...
Truth revealed,just for today.
Until today ends, i’m going to be truthful. I’ll tell you anything & everything you want me to. I just feel like I need those times where im modest enough to not have to think of lies and make believe words just to please the feelings and minds of others. So this is what it is,truth.
Options.
I hate options. It’s either having options, getting options, or being an option. I just hate them.
Speechless.
I…dont know how to put my feelings into words today,so i’m just gonna list out what i mostly felt today.
Worry. Rage. Anger. Dissapointment. Rage. Lonesome. Stupid. Rage. Worry. Sadness. Annoyed. Frustrated. Rage.
Oh,that is into words.
Not in the slighest bit of ‘hunger’ during the past few days…. I’ve lost 7lbs ;) at a 102 now. And im broke now. Lol!...
Today hurts...alot.
It just hurts….
And im truly in pain.
I hate this.
Never again am i letting this happen…
I couldnt get through today because of this immense pain i felt…
……….
Never again am I gonna run without scretching…my leg is sore like crazy. Walking and going up the stairs hurts…ALOT. NEVER.RUNNING.AGAIN. Well,not to the point where I’m super tired. FFFFF.
Actions & truth are best in this situation.
Now I know how he feels,
Oh my god….. I was such a bitch for doing that to him.
Holy ffffff——-I realize it right now.
If only I can apologize to him & be friends again.
omg, FML…..took me this long to realize…-__- FML FML.
So sorry monkey, I feel really bad now. :(
Didn’t realize how bad it must’ve been for you.:/
I hope you have a good life tho. Sorry…sorry…so...
Ohhh it's her.
Kay. I already knew. Had those hunchback feelings about it y’know??
Well then,take care.
Hope you two are…well,y’know,yea.
Kay.Kay.Kay. Thanks.
My buddies are now growing up,without me…….. :’] Kay.
I think...
Gw nggak mau cinta atau suka ama orng2 lain…well,nggak mau lagi…
Mmmmmm just saying. I needed to let that out. I think I made some errors throughout that sentence…LMFAO.
Nope.
Sorry, I can’t take you seriously anymore.
No,seriously, I can’t.
Cause now I find everything to be a joke. Since there’s always hope in the future, my mind is and are used into thinking everything is just….there. Like nothing can phase me now and every little thing will always have it’s way out and off.
So yea, is everything a joke to me? Pretty much....
Oh, lol kay. Nice to know.
Now STFU.
I don’t care about your problems today cause I just got 82 on my gov finals!!! Yessssssssss!!!!
But I’m failing math. Oh no! D:
To be honest,
I appreciate the people that takes their time to buy me food or offer me food.
And for the people that would actually SEE me as I pass by and greet me or give me a smile.
To the people in my classes that would talk to me and goof around with me even though they really need to pay attention, the ones that answers my idiotic questions, and the one who help/let me copy their work.
The ones that...
I should be studying for my finals.HOW THE HE'LL...
I have to constantly look over and check my phone,
Even though I’m not texting with anyone. Even if I didn’t have texting, I just HAVE to check my phone that often. I guess I’m just expecting for my phone to pop out a jack-in-the-box (not the fast food place!) moment anytime soon… I know it’s not gonna happen,but it’s just those kind of urge of expectations.
Sorry,I needed more songs. LOL
So, spam of song reblogs!
I can't take anything seriously anymore.
Seriously.